During the past months - I have given alot of thought to Job of the bible. He endured so much. He faced afflictions and trials almost unbearable to think of. Yet he never lost his faith in God. And, because of these trials, he is remembered in God's Word.
Sometimes our most sorrowful days become the best in our lives. Our true faith and trust in God are greatly diminished when we are lighthearted and cheerful. We miss the deepest things of life. Of course being lighthearted and cheerful are our goals, but if we were surrounded by these feelings always, the capacity of our hearts would often be wasted. The heart is dwarfed and shallow when it experiences no pain.
I have identified with Job many times during the past two years. His story has given me strength to keep on going. At the end of Job's life, God blessed him more than at the beginning.
Jesus said "Blessed are those who mourn". I have mourned and will continue to miss my soul mate. But I know that my heart has grown and I feel wiser having endured the past two years. The Lord has been with me throughout the dark days and I feel His light coming into my life. I trust in Him who made me to continue a good work through me. Don't know what that will be, but I am willing and able to work for the Lord.
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