Saturday, July 10, 2010

The Passion Flower




I don’t want to go overboard on sharing my memorials, because I doubt you care to hear them all! However, there is one event that keeps coming to me that I feel led to share, because it gives such hope, and for me, proof of eternal life. I know that is an amazing claim, but you be the judge!

I ended up moving into Mary’s house (continued from my last post). I wanted to learn all I could about the Lord, and the Bible. I lived with her for about 2 ½ years. One night, before I came home, the Lord took Mary to be with Him.

Of course, I was very shaken and upset. I couldn’t believe the Lord had taken her. I was so confused. All I could do was question, why? I called in to take the next day off from work. My boss was very kind. He told me to take as much time as I needed. The Lord comforted me during this time by leaving His handprint and His touch on many details that came up before Mary’s funeral.

Mary’s funeral was held three days after her passing. I went back to work the next day. When I arrived at work that day, a couple of the ladies said that I needed to talk to Van, because he had some kind of weird experience in my office. Now, I really didn’t know Van. We said hello when passing in the hall. Van was in his forties, and married, with a family. I was 22 years old.

(I worked as a secretary. It was 1970. Computers were huge. They needed their own room. The computer room had its own air conditioning, as the temperature had to be kept at a certain level. My office was an enclosed glass-walled small room in the corner of the big computer room. (It was a very lonely place to be all day!) The fact that the room had its own air conditioning is an important one as you read on.)


Right away, I went to Van’s office. (Van did not know anything about me or my life. All he knew was that I was absent from work because a friend had passed away.) When I saw him, he told me that he had gone into my office the prior day (the day of the funeral) to put my boss’ mail on my desk. After entering my office, he sat in my chair, and began to sift through the mail.

As he related his experience to me, he got tears in his eyes. I couldn’t imagine what was going on! He said while he was sitting at my desk, he felt like someone was standing behind him. The feeling was so strong, that he kept looking to see if anyone was there. Then, he said my small office suddenly filled with a very sweet fragrance. He said he got up and walked out into the main computer room, and out into the office hallway, but he couldn’t smell the fragrance in either place. Yet, when he walked back to my office it was very strong, and he still felt like someone was in the room with him.

He said he then went to all of the office ladies, and asked if they had been in my office at all. He thought that maybe their perfume or hairspray fragrance was still lingering. None of them had been in my office at all since I had been away. Then, he asked to get close to them to smell their hairspray and perfume! (No wonder they thought he was acting weird!) He could not identify the fragrance on any of them.

On my second day back to work, Van came into my office. He was very excited. He said that while he was sitting on his patio the prior evening, he had smelled the fragrance again. He said he walked over to a flowering plant that he had in a pot. The fragrance was coming from his passion flowers. After he left my office, I looked up the passion flower in the dictionary. I don't have that dictionary to give you the exact wording, and it wasn’t as in-depth as what I’m about to share with you, but I think you will find this pretty amazing. Neither of us had any prior knowledge of the flowers’ symbolism.

“The "Passion" in "passion flower" does not refer to sex and love, however, but to the passion of Jesus in Christian theology. In the 15th and 16th centuries, Spanish Christian missionaries adopted the unique physical structures of this plant, particularly the numbers of its various flower parts, as symbols of the last days of Jesus and especially his crucifixion:
• The pointed tips of the leaves were taken to represent the Holy Lance.
• The tendrils represent the whips used in the flagellation of Christ.
• The ten petals and sepals represent the ten faithful apostles (less St. Peter the denier and Judas Iscariot the betrayer).
• The flower's radial filaments, which can number more than a hundred and vary from flower to flower, represent the crown of thorns.
• The chalice-shaped ovary with its receptacle represents a hammer or the Holy Grail
• The 3 stigmas represent the 3 nails and the 5 anthers below them the 5 wounds (four by the nails and one by the lance).
• The blue and white colors of many species' flowers represent Heaven and Purity.”

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passion_flower

I couldn’t believe my eyes! I read the definition to Van. He was amazed as well! I knew it was some kind of message from the Lord!

There is more to tell here! Story to be continued!

In His Name,

Susan (Email: ViollaSwamp@gmail.com)

Prayer Request: Please pray for a good friend of mine, Sandra. Pray that the Lord will heal her colon problems. Thank you!

I haven't heard back yet on Bonnie's MRI.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

One of My Lifetime Memorials

While away, I had time to reflect on my own question of how to keep memories alive of the Lord’s miracles and touches that I have received. For many years, I have kept a prayer journal, but it would be hard to go back and read through all of those pages on a regular basis. This is probably a “no brainer” for everyone but me, but I thought of keeping a list! My friend, Laurie, just gave me a beautiful journal that she designed. I’m going to use it! (I put a link to her blog, where you can see her gorgeous creations.)

Thinking back to some of the milestones in my walk with the Lord, I realized that I needed to look back at the beginning of His miracles in my life. I thought I would share some with you.

To say the least, I did not grow up in a Christian home. I could write a book about my dysfunctional family, but I will leave that for a book! (Though, I’m not sure who would want to read it!) My mother did send me to a Christian summer school once, probably just to get me out of her hair. Sometimes a neighbor took me to Sunday school, but I never went consistently. However, from a very young age, I remember having an awareness of God. I prayed to Him for things like not getting a spanking, but I obviously didn’t know Him!

At the age of twenty, out of high school, taking some college courses, working at an ice cream parlor, and partying with my friends, we suddenly found ourselves talking about God. This was in 1968. (I mention this because I did not know it at the time, but there was a revival going on in our little town of Corona, California. Maybe I will write more about that later.)

We spent several nights over coffee discussing things we thought we knew about God. One evening a friend took us to a lady’s house. Mary read scriptures to us. She talked to us about the importance of asking for the forgiveness of our sins, and accepting the Lord into our lives. My interest was piqued, but I thought she was weird! All of my other friends were very excited as we talked about the visit later in the night.

A couple of days went by and one of my friends called. She said that she and a few others were going over to Mary’s to learn more about God, and they wanted me to come along. I had already made plans to go with another friend, who knew of a man that had a lot of young people studying with him. I told my friend I couldn’t go to Mary’s with them. I was really excited to to meet this guy that could not be as weird as Mary! (I later found out that man was a true Satan worshipper.)

As I drove to meet up with my friend so we could drive to the man’s house, something powerful came over me. I was shaking. I felt driven. Something was taking over my thoughts and my being. Suddenly, this compelling, forceful thought came over me. It was telling me that I must go to Mary’s house immediately. I ran up to my friend’s door, tried to explain, jumped back into my car and sped off to Mary’s.

I ran up to her door, rang the bell, she opened it, and there were my friends just kneeling on the floor. They were getting ready to accept the Lord into their lives! Yes, I did too! I knew without a doubt that He had led me there for that glorious moment in my life!

Praise His Holy Name!

Susan

Monday, July 5, 2010

I'll be gone!

I just wanted to let you know that I will be gone for a couple of days, so don't give up on me! I'm hoping one of you will want to write on the blog on days that I can't, or when you want to do so!

Just leave me a comment or send me an email! I'll set the blog up so you can access it!

I hope to have news by Friday on Bonnie's MRI and tumor. Please pray extra hard for her tomorrow!

May the Lord Bless and Keep you!

Susan

Yes, He Hears Us!

I'm so excited to share this! In my last blog, July 3rd, I talked briefly about when the Lord reveals something to me or answers a prayer, how quickly the memory of it fades.

Sitting in church yesterday, I couldn't believe it. Our pastor, Chris Brown, spoke about that very thing! He talked about the Israelites crossing the Jordan river, and how the Lord caused the river to stand in a "heap", allowing the Israelites to cross on dry ground. (Exodus 3)

Then, Chris pointed out what an unbelievable, unforgettable miracle this was. Yet, God, knew the memory of it would fade in the Israelites' minds. So, God commanded Joshua to build a memorial of stones so His miracle would be remembered "forever"!

As I listened to Chris teach, I couldn't help thinking that the Lord had him teach on this subject just for me! LOL I know I'm special to Him, but really now! What I did realize is that most of us must struggle with keeping the special miracles in our lives that we receive from God alive in our hearts and minds.

So, I think the message for me is to figure out a way to build a memorial each time. The question is how? Do you have a method that you use? I hope you will share your method or ideas!

Blessings!

Susan
p.s. If you ever want to email me for any reason, I have put up my email address. Sorry, I did not link it because of spammers. I would love to hear from you!

Please continue to pray for Bonnie's healing of her tumor!

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Happy Fourth of July!

Thank God for this wonderful country! May He forgive our nation of its sins, and continue to shine upon us!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

The Lord Sees Our Heart!

I LOVE that I had Miriam's story to tell you! I would be so happy to tell one of your stories of God's handiwork in your life! If you have something you would like to Priase our Lord for, please email me. I will put up a place on the blog for you to reach me. As I said before, I would like this to be our blog!

It would be very encouraging too, if you could leave a comment when you visit! Each day that I post, I pray for God to lead me in what to write. I'm hoping I'm tuned into Him! Your comments would give me an idea of what our needs are or praises we can share to uplift each other.

I haven't found a way to add a prayer list, but I thought that I could add prayer requests at the end of the blog. You can either email me or write your prayer request in the comments, and I will add it to the blog.

As you know, I have been sharing my personal struggles with walking in the Spirit. I know I often try to live life in my own power rather than God's power. There is a battle in my life every day. I can experience a huge insight from God, and then it fades, and I forget the excitement of the revelation. It is amazing how quickly it fades. I'm thankful that the Lord sees through to my heart, and that He resides there, even on days when it is foggy!

The Lord brought this scripture to my mind, Hebrews 4:12 "For the word of God is living, and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, AND ABLE TO JUDGE THE THOUGHTS AND INTENTIONS OF THE HEART! (My explanation point!)

Praise be to Our Lord!

Susan

Please pray for Bonnie, that her tumor will be gone when she has an MRI July 6th!

Friday, July 2, 2010

God's Serendipity!

My sweet, dear friend, Miriam, had to have some extensive surgery about three weeks ago. We prayed her through with some wonderful assurances of God’s Hands upon her, even having the doctor decide that she didn’t need one major procedure!

Last week Miriam received a call that her surgeon had referred her for a consultation. No reason was given. At first, we thought maybe it was a mistake. As the doctor had told her everything was fine after her surgery.

A friend had brought over several movies for her recuperation. The night before her appointment Miriam and her daughter decided to watch “Serendipity” (remember this!).

This past Tuesday, Miriam went to her appointment. After talking to a few different medical staff persons, she eventually ended up waiting for a different doctor than her surgeon. While sitting in the waiting room Miriam told her husband to look around. All of the pamphlets in the room were about cancer. Miriam told her husband, “I think they are going to tell me I have cancer.”

An intern entered the room with a booklet in her hand, "Cancer of the Uterus." She told Miriam and her husband that all biopsies were benign, except for a small area in the uterus which showed cancer. Miriam said, "fine, cancer does not scare me, what do we do next". (She knows Who holds her in His Hands!) Also, while Miriam was in the waiting room, she discovered that the new doctor is a Canadian. Miriam and her husband are both Canadians. When the doctor arrived, this gave them an immediate connection!

The doctor told Miriam that they had a “serendipity” situation! (Immediately, Miriam recognized God’s nudge of assurance that He is was right there with her! He brought the movie she had watched the night before into her mind, and she realized how remarkable it was that God had caused the doctor to choose that word!)

The doctor explained that the pathology department had discovered cancer in her uterus. Are you ready? Here is the most exciting part! The Lord had already taken care of it! Prior to her surgery, Miriam had been given the choice to leave the uterus or have it removed. She felt a strong sense to choose removal!

Another amazing part is the cancer was so small that it would have gone undetected had she chosen to leave it in! The doctor gave her a 99% chance of it being gone! Had Miriam kept her uterus, eventually, she could have developed full blown cancer. The doctor said, this usually happens the other way around, surgery because cancer was found!

Isn’t this a wonderful story of hope, and how Our Lord has His Eye on us?! He cares about every detail of our lives!

Praise His Name!

Susan